"We lift ourselves by our thought. If you want to enlarge your life, you must first enlarge your thought of it and of yourself. Hold the ideal of yourself as you long to be, always everywhere."

That's the quote that i found in my e-mail today, Hey i changed some stuff in the blog and giving it a better feel. And oh , i didnt notice that some of you guys cant post without an account until i went to reconstruct the blog so now you guys can do it.

That teddy bear has been with me since primary school (age ard 7 or 8) so , it's the only thing's name i been using. Ya that's how my alias came about.

So right now everything is in an experimental stage, remember to feedback alright?

Erm today i had fun watching funny banned commercials on youtube. Go and check it out, type funny banned commercial and watch some of them , It's pretty funny

Here's something i found on yahoo

Why Males Die Before Females

In humans and many other animals, males age faster and die earlier than females.

New research suggests this might happen because of intense competition over sex.

Scientists compared monogamous species with polygynous species, in which each male mates with many females. Males in monogamous species, such as the barnacle goose or the dwarf mongoose, naturally compete less over females than ones in polygynous species, such as the red-winged blackbird or the savannah baboon.

After investigating about 20 different vertebrate species, researchers Tim Clutton-Brock and Kavita Isvaran at the University of Cambridge in England found the more polygynous a species was, the more likely their males were to age faster and die earlier than females.

The researchers explained that as competition among males for sex grows more intense, each male on average has less time to breed. As such, there is no strong incentive to evolve longevity among males in such species.

Since men age faster and die earlier than women, these findings suggest that "at the time when current human physiology evolved, perhaps around the late Stone Age, polygynous breeding was the norm," Clutton-Brock told LiveScience. "Of course, this doesn't provide any justification for polygyny or promiscuity now for males."

I gotten a style's email , he wrote and told me that he's in curb your enthusiasm to see style
here there's

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LTmF0_7T7Yw

he's at the back, it's only a couple of mins.
Haha it's funny, :).

err i am not familiar with canned openers , because for my normal sarging i just try to change with the situation. But sometimes i just gotten stuck and had nothing to say. So this time i would like to try new ways , like get a canned routine or something . To start the whole thing , let's see how it goes tml.

Kinda werid how your courage goes down the drain when you havent talk to any girl , now i am scared shitless just by thinking of talking to a gal.

Watched david d's advance thingy special guest dvd 1 , and i learn a lot of stuff.. (i even wrote them down and touching the words (think blind man reading) and visualize the whole situation and saying it all over again just to get it internalised. What i am trying to do is getting as much senses as i can on it , and no i didnt smell it or lick it.

Ahh.. what luck i didnt bring my file (i filed my learning material in a purple file) so i guess i would have to post it tml.

Hmm tml i am going to try something , i am going to ask a gal to slap me , just to prove to myself that rejection is nothing.......

Now i am scared shitless (werid yesterday when i decided to do that i kinda felt courage and stuff, but right now.. ??) must be my posture :).

so tml is saturday , my sarging day. Let's see how it goes okay :)

october 18 , 2007

What happened today? Broke (my mom didnt give me money) so i decided to go to the library , i was thinking of going back to the old one but i decided to go to a new library . It kinda felt uneasy , but i was like i wanted to break out of my old comfort zone . Little by little.

i suddenly got this great idea , i going to ask a gal to slap me on the face at saturday , so i would know that if i survive the slap . I know it would help my game. Sometimes to get rid of fear , you have to fight with fear.

Watching the new video of return to the source in v's website i kinda felt in a spiritual mood now. so i today gonna take a break , and in this new place in the new library i just going to post quotes that is in my e-mail . That i havent read for a long time.

"You can tell more about a person by what he says about others than you can by what others say about him."
Leo Aikman
Writer and Newspaper Editor

"When you do the common things in life in an uncommon way, you will command the attention of the world."
George Washington Carver
1864-1943, Scientist and Educator

"The person interested in success has to learn to view failure as a healthy, inevitable part of the process of getting to the top."
Dr. Joyce Brothers
Psychologist and Television Personality

"One's dignity may be assaulted, vandalized and cruelly mocked, but cannot be taken away unless it is surrendered."
Michael J. Fox
Actor

"Our self image and our habits tend to go together. Change one and you will automatically change the other."
Dr. Maxwell Maltz
1899-1975, Author

"There is a basic law that like attracts like. Negative thinking definitely attracts negative results. Conversely, if a person habitually thinks optimistically and hopefully his positive thinking sets in motion creative forces - and success instead of eluding him flows toward him.
Norman Vincent Peale
1898-1994, Minister and Author

"On Arturo Toscanini's 80th birthday, someone asked his son, Walter, what his father ranked as his most important achievement. The son replied, 'for him there can be no such thing. Whatever he happens to be doing at the moment is the biggest thing in his life - whether it is conducting a symphony or peeling an orange.'"
Ardis Whitman
1905-1990, Writer and Lecturer

"In the confrontation between the stream and the rock, the stream always wins - not through strength but by perseverance."
H. Jackson Brown
Author of Life's Little Instruction Book

"A great attitude does much more than turn on the lights in our worlds; it seems to magically connect us to all sorts of serendipitous opportunities that were somehow absent before we changed."
Earl Nightingale
1921-1989, Philosopher and Syndicated Radio Personality

"When you develop your ability to balance your emotions, unexpected problems won't knock you off balance as easily, and you'll return more quickly to a positive outlook."
Peggy McColl
Author of Your Destiny Switch

"Self pity is our worst enemy, and if we yield to it, we can never do anything wise in the world."
Helen Keller
1880-1968, Blind and Deaf Educator

"Don't argue for other people's weaknesses. Don't argue for your own. When you make a mistake, admit it, correct it, and learn from it - immediately.
Stephen R. Covey
Author and Speaker

"The first step toward success is taken when you refuse to be a captive of the environment in which you first find yourself."
Mark Caine
Author

"The victory of success is half won when one gains the habit of setting goals and achieving them. Even the most tedious chore will become endurable as you parade through each day convinced that every task, no matter how menial or boring, brings you closer to achieving your dreams."
Og Mandino
1923-1996, Author

"Everyone who has ever taken a shower has had an idea. It's the person who gets out of the shower, dries off, and does something about it that makes a difference."
Nolan Bushnell
Founder of Atari

"Could we change our attitude, we should not only see life differently, but life itself would come to be different. Life would undergo a change of appearance because we ourselves had undergone a change of attitude."

"Most of our obstacles would melt away if, instead of cowering before them, we should make up our minds to walk boldly through them."

"You can tell more about a person by what he says about others than you can by what others say about him."

"Being defeated is only a temporary condition; giving up is what makes it permanent."

"Treat people as if they were what they ought to be, and you help them to become what they are capable of being."

"I have noticed that folks are generally about as happy as they make up their minds to be."

"The real winners in life are the people who look at every situation with an expectation that they can make it work or make it better.'

"I love those who can smile in trouble, who can gather strength from distress, and grow brave by reflection. 'Tis the business of little minds to shrink, but they whose heart is firm, and whose conscience approves their conduct, will pursue their principles unto death.'"

"I expect to pass through this world but once. Any good therefore that I can do, or any kindness that I can show to any fellow creature, let me do it now. Let me not defer or neglect it, for I shall not pass this way again.'"

"In times of change, learners inherit the earth, while the learned find themselves beautifully equipped to deal with a world that no longer exists."

"Never measure the height of a mountain until you have reached the top. Then you will see how low it was."

"We are told that talent creates its own opportunities. But it sometimes seems that intense desire creates not only its own opportunities, but its own talents."

"One's philosophy is not best expressed in words; it is expressed in the choices one makes. In the long run, we shape our lives and we shape ourselves. The process never ends until we die. And, the choices we make are ultimately our own responsibility."

"It is not the straining for great things that is most effective; it is the doing of the little things, the common duties, a little better and better

"A hero is an ordinary individual who finds the strength to persevere and endure in spite of overwhelming obstacles.'"

"Look up, laugh loud, talk big, keep the color in your cheek and the fire in your eye, adorn your person, maintain your health, your beauty and your animal spirits.'"

Circumstances may cause interruptions and delays, but never lose sight of your goal. Prepare yourself in every way you can by increasing your knowledge and adding to your experience, so that you can make the most of opportunity when it occurs.'"

"Great dancers are not great because of their technique - they are great because of their passion.'"

"Many persons have a wrong idea of what constitutes true happiness. It is not attained through self-gratification but through fidelity to a worthy purpose."

"Success is not a native of any nation neither is it related to any family, so you don't have an excuse not to leave the imprint of impact of the sand of time before your time is over on this planet."

"One of the secrets of success is to refuse to let temporary setbacks defeat us."

"In every success story, you find someone who has made a courageous decision.

"Give to the world the best you have, and the best will come back to you."

"Our greatest weakness lies in giving up. The most certain way to succeed is always to try one more time."

"In the long run you hit only what you aim at. Therefore, though you should fail immediately, you had better aim at something high."

"He who cannot forgive breaks the bridge over which he himself must pass."

"Believe in yourself and there will come a day when others will have no choice but to believe with you."

"Look at a day when you are supremely satisfied at the end. It's not a day when you lounge around doing nothing; it's when you've had everything to do, and you've done it.

"Doubt, of whatever kind, can be ended by action alone."

"Things don't go wrong and break your heart so you can become bitter and give up. They happen to break you down and build you up so you can be all that you were intended to be."

"People who say that life is not worthwhile are really saying that they themselves have no personal goals which are worthwhile. Get yourself a goal worth working for. Better still, get yourself a project. Always have something ahead of you to look forward to...to work for and hope for."

"When you make a mistake, don't look back at it long. Take the reason of the thing into your mind, and then look forward. Mistakes are lessons of wisdom. The past cannot be changed. The future is yet in your power."

"There are no hopeless situations; there are only people who have grown hopeless about them."

"If criticism is mistaken or mean-spirited, rise above it. Maintain the high ground when you're under fire. No victory is worth winning at the expense of picking up the mud that has been slung at you and throwing it back."

"It is our attitude at the beginning of a difficult task which, more than anything else, will affect its successful outcome."

"Any idea that is held in the mind that is either feared or revered will, begin at once to clothe itself in the most convenient and appropriate physical forms available."

"So what do we do? Anything - something. So long as we don't just sit there. If we screw it up, start over. Try something else. If we wait until we've satisfied all the uncertainties, it may be too late."

"Pressure is a word that is misused in our vocabulary. When you start thinking of pressure, it's because you've started to think of failure.

"When plans are laid in advance, it is surprising how often the circumstances fit in with them."

"When you paint success pictures in your mind, you initiate an inner process whereby your attitudes, hopes, aspirations, and enthusiasm are elevated in response to an image of a more promising future. Every person who aspires must first sell themselves hope, the promise of a better life."

"Find the good. It's all around you. Find it, showcase it and you'll start believing in it."

"Catch a passion for helping others and a richer life will come back to you!"

"The greatest good you can do for another is not just to share your riches, but to reveal to him his own."

"When you get into a tight place and everything goes against you, till it seems as though you could not hold on a minute longer, never give up then, for that is just the place and time that the tide will turn."

"No matter how small and unimportant what we are doing may seem, if we do it well, it may soon become the step that will lead us to better things."

"The most important thing in life is to stop saying 'I wish' and start saying 'I will.' Consider nothing impossible, then treat possibilities as probabilities."

David Copperfield
Magician

"I used to think that going to the jungle made my life an adventure. However, after years of unusual work in exotic places, I realize that it is not how far off I go, or how deep into the forest I walk that gives my life meaning. I see that living life fully is what makes life - anyone's life, no matter where they do or do not go - an adventure."

"Fearlessness is not the absence of fear. It's the mastery of fear. It's about getting up one more time than we fall down."

"Failure should be our teacher, not our undertaker. Failure is delay, not defeat. It is a temporary detour, not a dead end. Failure is something we can avoid only by saying nothing, doing nothing, and being nothing."

"Happiness depends upon the quality of your thoughts. Entertain no notions unsuitable to virtue and reasonable nature."

"Fantasies are more than substitutes for unpleasant reality; they are also dress rehearsals, plans. All acts performed in the world begin in the imagination."

"Failure is only postponed success as long as courage coaches ambition. The habit of persistence is the habit of victory."

"It is courage the world needs, not infallibility...courage is always the surest wisdom."

"The difference between getting somewhere and nowhere is the courage to make an early start. The fellow who sits still and does just what he is told will never be told to do big things."

"The money I have is in direct proportion to the value I've given to others. The more I give of myself, incredibly, the more economic power comes my way."

"It's better to be a lion for a day than a sheep all your life."

"Action makes more fortune than caution."

"People of mediocre ability sometimes achieve outstanding success because they don't know when to quit. Most men succeed because they are determined to."

"It's the repetition of affirmations that leads to belief. And once that belief becomes a deep conviction, things begin to happen."

"It is inevitable that some defeat will enter even the most victorious life. The human spirit is never finished when it is defeated...it is finished when it surrenders."

"Cheerfulness keeps up a kind of daylight in the mind, and fills it with a steady and perpetual serenity." Joseph Addison, The Spectator

"Kind words do not cost much. They never blister the tongue or lips. They make other people good-natured. They also produce their own image on men's souls, and a beautiful image it is."

"If you doubt you can accomplish something, then you can't accomplish it. You have to have confidence in your ability, and then be tough enough to follow through."

"People think I'm disciplined. It is not discipline. It is devotion. There is a great difference."

"Every worthwhile accomplishment has a price tag attached to it. The question is always whether you are willing to pay the price to attain it - in hard work, sacrifice, patience, faith, and endurance."

"Far away there in the sunshine are my highest aspirations. I may not reach them, but I can look up and see their beauty, believe in them, and try to follow where they lead."

"See that any time you feel pained or defeated, it is only because you insist on clinging to what doesn't work. Dare to let go and you won't lose a thing except for a punishing idea."

OO seems like david d gonna send some bombs into my e-mail soon , cant wait for it . HaHa , now i look back , it seems like the more i go into becoming a pua , altho right now i cant see my gals and stuff , no gals running to me. But i will not let go of the mental picture of me waking up and seeing my crush beside me in bed , or i will go sarging with great puas at the same level.

It's funny how on-it is can kills ya game . Yesterday after watching the peaceful warrior (thx to V) i kinda cried and my first thinking is to stop crying and "be a man" but i finally let go , i tried to force myself to cry and stuff.. only a few drops.. =S (seems like sniffing havent really cried for a long long time..nor had i really enjoyed myself) In the peaceful warrior , i finally understand why i cant sleep and stuff. And it really touch me deeply inside.

i realised from the movie...

That the journey is what keeps you happy not the destination
To clear my mind of the mental rubbish that prevents me from living this moment
Death isnt the thing to fear , just most people never really lived
There's nothing more important than being in the moment , it's because it's all you have.
(To think of it , quite true , we are either in the past or the future never really in the moment)

So it makes me realise that the most sexiest men has this presence (i read from a pua article)
so maybe that presence is because he's in the moment aware of everything like a samurai or some stuff.
And i just remembered , all bad boys are in the moment.

Ya so i going to train how to be in the moment , if anyone got tips like mediation or any inner game or outer game tips , tell me anything to improve.

cuz my moto is.. : JUST KEEP IMPROVING A LITTLE BIT AT A TIME.

wed, october 17 , 2007

Hey all :)

Getting bored at home and doing the same thing , feeling like my life is like same day everyday.
Hmm , now i am temporary out of school (waiting for the army) in singapore you have to serve 2 years army. I am going to find work today (actually had an interview later at 3 ;) now it's 1:17)

Hmm, yesterday i said i wanted to post some fashion tips i gotten from the book . Right now i take that back because i not sure if it would work . Well i dont wanna type unsure things here.

So right now my meeting gals schedule Sat and sun (church)
Monday ~ friday : nothing !!

surprisingly if you dont believe in christ (like me ) you can always go to church alone , and talk to next guy or gal ;) , make him interested in brainwashing you to christ , always topics can come out from this.

like..

Hey do christ really helps? , what you doing before receiving christ ...

My favourite >> hey , i came to this church alone , somehow something pulls me here (well always can throw a level 2 attraction story when the gal got hook on ya) , but i dont know anyone . Would you show me around :)? and guess wat , with a gal with ya , your preseeded HAHAHAHAHAHA

Haha that you would be intro to her cell group , it's like open approach , the gal opened you .
Then they would bombard you with question like .. are you a christian .. where you from.
Well great breeding ground for attraction.

And of course , leave the group (somehow i felt that everytime i enter this kind of group , they always thought your their member and always wanna bring you in the group . I am alright with it ,however sometimes the group is bored , hey i gotta get out of there right? and mix with new people) showing willingness to leave.

so from monday ~ friday i guess i would be working , working as what?
something that makes me interact with young people (hey if grannies are your type dont tell me) like a waiter :) , cashier :) , surveyor (maybe not) , sales representative (hmm your paid to talk) anyway if your boss caught you talking to people , say that hey i am doing a customer service making ppl smile makes me smile.

Basically any job that pays me to talk to people , serving people . Too bad i couldnt come for the last magic trick learning bootcamp because of no $$ . But i see what i can do , i am going back to seductionsingapore to relearn . Even a guy who ate david d , style , jugger , herbal , mystery , david shade stuff still needs to relearn. Somehow there's something about relearning that makes u realise wow , how come i miss out this part. Now i been in this level i can see clearly .

So i will make it a point that whenever i level up in my pua skills i would go back to the basics
Like the saying said , the basic is the holding point of your building , the higher it is the better your basic should be.

Notice something ? , my job involves interacting with young people which give me the ability to train my pua skills :) HAHAHAHAHA . I dont believe in luck , i think luck is something you can create.

Being in the right time and right place? means you have to make it so , like going to church (or somewhere a lot of people ) to meet potential mates is in the right place , right time? It's everytime. Even if your lucky but in your place there's no gals .. Hey hey , that's sad right? unless your in guys then you had made my day.

:) cheers !!

Alright now it's 5.47 pm , just came back from a shopping center in the east , i went to 3 shops
i have to check my ([T]abby[P]ua[F]eng [S]hui) first. See if gals can see me , interact with me and if i can escalate the situation there..
.
3 interviews ,

#1 new cafe that sprung out (never heard of it , but it's like in the back of shopping center (around it is clothes stores and stuff) no sun for my hair to absorb but there are tons of gals (school gals) walking around and stuff ,
gals can see me and i can see them (most important) +1 in TPFS , but i am working (if i am selected) as a waiter 1.1k .. full time 8 hr, 1 day break..

which means i have to give up one church/sarging/improving weekend for my job.. Hmm...., interaction? i dont think much , it's like working in swensen.. not much room to chat, cuz it's a small enclose area so boss can see what i am doing... even if i know magic trick , cant save me too .. (unless i can hex boss into small boss and step on him). Room for escalation ? =( no. And i seen the price of the food, 1 plate is already enough to feed a small part of africa.. So i dont think any cute cute schoolgal will come to my lap

Total 1 TPFS

#2 , sushi shop..

When i enter in , i only saw a couple wearing school U eating , beside that . Everyone in the shop is just buzzing off flies..

Defintely .. M I N U S big big big time...

Total -1 TPFS

#3 fish and co...
Ahh , the great tabby spirit has spoken , no!! supah minus..

Why? only a group of people eating there. Pricing there is minimum 10 dollars plus.. so, however that place's waitress looks like from other country , most likely part-time. =(((( however something interesting happened here

pay? 5 /hr..

I went in , and i talked to the waitress , asking for the form and stuff , so they play the parcel pointing game.

(parcel pointing game is when person A points you to person B , person B points you to person C)

anyway i went in with a big cheesy ass smile like in ocean eleven (dont ask me i didnt do it , it just a automatic respond. so i filled up the form , and this waitress always go near me .. so i filled up , and i went to find the gal (i thought she was the manager) . then she went in with my form ... 2 mins...
3... mins..

oh she's out.. , she told me to sit down and wait for the manager.. so i did , i took out a book called radical honesty and start reading . To show them i am not a person who like to waste time.. (hopefully it worked been testing gimmick tell tales )

Gimmick tell tales is you try to show the other person your character without words.
Eg.. reading a book , while manager asking you to wait . I was hoping to show her that i am always using my time.. and my time is precious.

Okay now manager's out , she looks like from another country , brown skin , looks pretty but looks hagged also . Looks like she's been working in the shithole for quite sometime. Then i remeber a phrase that i learned from in my mlm days, Your senior is whatever you would be , if you continue . So by the looks of her , i wouldnt wanna work for this company after my ns.. thx for the early warning gal.. joked a little , and i did a little experiment , i leaned back , and relexed as if i own the place and she's my little employee .

Results : she tried to impress me , smiling nervously .. Oh gal dont have to be nervous infront of a PUA. Hmm , i felt a little uncomfortable thinking oh she's my boss so i have to .. you know act weak and submissive. Ohh , that's my afc talking , but i reminded myself , in pua land . Your the king and either the person is beside you or below you , never above you (since when you see ppl flying?)

Hmm tml i am going for job hunting . Hopefully can find a job that pays me to talk to gals ;)

Maybe i am going a bit more east , a bit out of my area (east coast btw) maybe i am going hougang or tamp.. so i can meet new unsarge gals :).

Today i got a insight from pua god , jesus christ, universe or w/e . i was walking in the mall finding great TPFS place , when i saw groups and groups of new school uniformed gals .. walking

in sets of 4 , 7 , 10,2 ... And i notice the new batch of guys , they look so retarded . It's like they are so short (my school sec 1 , 2 are so short when i kick , i already can hit their head). Hey, singaporeans guys what you doing?? So sarge them , they so lonely until they becoming lesbians in the library i seen gals touching each other and stuff..

i wonder how many gals cry and sleep hoping for their prince charming (i think he's a pua too) to come?

ohhh gals.. i am sorry , what am i doing?? i should be out there fucking you all . Sorry , i must improve my skills at a faster speed

Then skilldo words came back to my mind, see my beliefs is that singapore is always constantly making new gals...

So a little interview to tabby

I: Why tabby do you suddenly wanna find a job?
T: Err , for $$ and was kinda bored
I: so what are you going to do with the $$?
T : I am going to..

Get into the new magic course , to learn seduction magic trick (i hopefully they can longer the payment day)

buy new clothes for online sarging (Gals wait for no man)

New camera or borrow one from a gal

New professionals hair cut , suitable for my face. Only need to go once so i know what kind of hair suits me.. my body shape and stuff..

Go for vocal training (cuz i am a mix breed , so i kinda got a werid voice speaking chinese and english , you will think i from taiwan or china.. Luckily , no one think i am from india...)

And go for investment (i love investing , read books about it ) Hey even puas gotta have fun and plan for more fun in the future right :)?

Next month , is going to be an exciting month =)

i notice this blog has too many words , no picture . Sorry about that , will post pictures when i had a camera phone Till then .. read the words my son.. (i always seek for constant improvement be it health , wealth or sarging . Blogs too i wanna make it better , so i would love if u give me brutal , sharpened , ready to hurt comments to improve.)

"Be careful the environment you choose for it will shape you; be careful the friends you choose for you will become like them."

W. Clement Stone
1902-2002, Author and Businessman

october 16, 2007

Today is the day i plan for my profile.. Hmm what's my style?? and stuff , oh and dressing =]

Well i had this book beside me .. called off the cuff , the guy's guide to looking good by carson kressley.

Will post some tips for dressing later =]

Now onward for constant improvement !!!

i love maroon 5 :) , why? because they are willing to try new styles of music haha :)!!
Always the song i need to hear in the library

sunday morning
She will be loved
Harder to breathe

Also while going into the library , i was in my estate , waiting for the lift , then this girl was waiting too (she lived in the same floor , i always wanted to talk to her)

So the lift came i went in and she went in too, suddenly fear starts to enter in my mind , but i didnt think of anything i immediately said

Tabby : hey , how come i never see you before? you live in the same floor as me right?
Gal : Well i lived in the opposite place (hm i think she knows i am in the opposite place)
Tabby : uhh okay .. (then a few second slience) ahh , too bad we cant chat , i got to go to the library , but chat wif u next time
Gal : hmm okay

Exit lift

Well this short conversation makes me high and happy , until now i felt it too :) feel so good to let it flow~

Monday october 15, 2007

Well having a blog really helps , it's an motivation to know that i had a responsibility to put .. stuff into this blog , ahaha like a motivation kinda thing , cuz everything here it's the truth =] , and it's a record of my pua life . I decided to put the date from now on because i kinda , screw up a little because i didnt post 1 day of my pua training , err and i forgot which date is it.

We are dying each second of the time , so if i were to die today in like 5 mins time. I know i will die in peace cuz i recorded my life :) who knows, years later little tabbys would read this blog and would be inspired to be like his dad (me) to be a great pua.

I didnt went for the saturday magic class , because i decided to go for the church thingy.
I was there and oh my god , 700 people :)))))) let's see , a lot of gals gals gals there ^_^ guai guai de i love it.

HAHA let's just say if half of it is guys and half of it is gals . So 350 gals i could crash and burn , test and check. :) Comparing to millions of gals in singapore , it's great place to test .

And guess what , by hiding under the name of the great god , i am there to make friends.
No stress (stress only exist in the mind) and at the same time train myself to be able to handle social dynamics :).

i was in the last sunday class (yesterday) i kinda got bored , didnt felt like sarging or opening sets or testing. (my fear of talking or approaching people is now so low i dont feel it anyway , it's because every single day i keep approaching people , new people :], in library.. church :) ,

Sometimes i feel so good cuz it's all going well i thought i was a pua god , cuz in singapore there's very puas around .. or professional daters or w/e you wanna call them and yourself.

So i kinda feel i was in the corner , i had to evolve , i am too cocky and relex liao . I thought i hitted the top but i havent , i need to mix wif a higher level people and let them kick my ego in the balls and let it lie down..

Well right now i am re-listening to david D 's 77 law of attracting woman (i remeber when i was afc , i kept hearing it for breadfast , lunch and dinner)..until i so sian , i deleted it from my mp3 . AFter hearing i thought i understand all , It's funny how little success can get into your head and you feel so comfortable . Now i re listen i realise woah.. so many great nuggets of wisdom... !! i am glad i became a new student .. i became a new afc .. and i realise many great nuggets of wisdom. With more experience , when i re-learn the old things , watch the old stuff .. I realise more, cuz from a more experienced point of view , there are many things i never realise..

Hmm.. so a great lesson , when people is kissing your ass , find people who dont give a damn about you because they are way beyond you and hopefully they will kick your ego in the nuts :)
(david d , with a tabby word twist).

So i realise that last sunday, by using the theory i learn from investment ..that you dont have to have fun all the time.. !! , in fact if you had fun 10 out of 12 , where 2 is boredom .. you win.!! infact i gonna type a few nuggest of wisdom i read hopefully they help your game too :).

People dont remeber your words , they remeber what you let them feel. - dunno by who...

Meeting women is fun. Talking and teasing women is fun. Being
around women is fun (it really is, I assure you).

Conclusion: Screwing up is the last thing in your mind when you're
enjoying yourself. - by skilldo ,
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if you can go to the new bootcamp :) i see you there , cuz i going back there to relearn.
Even if i dont need it , just to bring my game to the next level ^^. 

The greater danger
for most of us is not that our aim is too high
and we miss it,but
that is too low and we reach it.- Michaelangelo buonarroti 1474-1564,
italian renaissance painter and sculptor

The more you praise and celebrate your life,
the more there is in life to celebrate
-oprah winfrey

Every worthwhile accomplishment has a price tag attatched to it.
The question is always whether you are willing to pay the price
to attain it -
hard work , sacrifice , patience , faith and endurance-
john c maxwell Author

Hahaha having great quote really helps =) alright gtg ,
see ya soon :) gotta go back to
Reading back all the pua messages.
To kick my ego in the nuts and level up ^^

\o/ peace out \o/