"We lift ourselves by our thought. If you want to enlarge your life, you must first enlarge your thought of it and of yourself. Hold the ideal of yourself as you long to be, always everywhere."

That's the quote that i found in my e-mail today, Hey i changed some stuff in the blog and giving it a better feel. And oh , i didnt notice that some of you guys cant post without an account until i went to reconstruct the blog so now you guys can do it.

That teddy bear has been with me since primary school (age ard 7 or 8) so , it's the only thing's name i been using. Ya that's how my alias came about.

So right now everything is in an experimental stage, remember to feedback alright?

Erm today i had fun watching funny banned commercials on youtube. Go and check it out, type funny banned commercial and watch some of them , It's pretty funny

Here's something i found on yahoo

Why Males Die Before Females

In humans and many other animals, males age faster and die earlier than females.

New research suggests this might happen because of intense competition over sex.

Scientists compared monogamous species with polygynous species, in which each male mates with many females. Males in monogamous species, such as the barnacle goose or the dwarf mongoose, naturally compete less over females than ones in polygynous species, such as the red-winged blackbird or the savannah baboon.

After investigating about 20 different vertebrate species, researchers Tim Clutton-Brock and Kavita Isvaran at the University of Cambridge in England found the more polygynous a species was, the more likely their males were to age faster and die earlier than females.

The researchers explained that as competition among males for sex grows more intense, each male on average has less time to breed. As such, there is no strong incentive to evolve longevity among males in such species.

Since men age faster and die earlier than women, these findings suggest that "at the time when current human physiology evolved, perhaps around the late Stone Age, polygynous breeding was the norm," Clutton-Brock told LiveScience. "Of course, this doesn't provide any justification for polygyny or promiscuity now for males."

I gotten a style's email , he wrote and told me that he's in curb your enthusiasm to see style
here there's

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LTmF0_7T7Yw

he's at the back, it's only a couple of mins.
Haha it's funny, :).

err i am not familiar with canned openers , because for my normal sarging i just try to change with the situation. But sometimes i just gotten stuck and had nothing to say. So this time i would like to try new ways , like get a canned routine or something . To start the whole thing , let's see how it goes tml.

Kinda werid how your courage goes down the drain when you havent talk to any girl , now i am scared shitless just by thinking of talking to a gal.

Watched david d's advance thingy special guest dvd 1 , and i learn a lot of stuff.. (i even wrote them down and touching the words (think blind man reading) and visualize the whole situation and saying it all over again just to get it internalised. What i am trying to do is getting as much senses as i can on it , and no i didnt smell it or lick it.

Ahh.. what luck i didnt bring my file (i filed my learning material in a purple file) so i guess i would have to post it tml.

Hmm tml i am going to try something , i am going to ask a gal to slap me , just to prove to myself that rejection is nothing.......

Now i am scared shitless (werid yesterday when i decided to do that i kinda felt courage and stuff, but right now.. ??) must be my posture :).

so tml is saturday , my sarging day. Let's see how it goes okay :)