DAy 4

Well , hello. =]

Good news , tabby survived till day 4, this has proven girl doesnt shoot torpedoes from their breast or guys have a hidden club hidden somewhere that is meant for you if you talk to their girls.

Each day it's getting easier to approach girls =] , i think i am feeling momentum , all i did was feeding that pua in me with a daily dosage of Good beliefs , and removal of negetive beliefs.and forcing myself to make a approach even with lame stuff. I did the confidence thingy that skilldo taught me every single day .. Sometimes once , sometimes more than once. Basically abused the stuff.. and read the 35 yr old guy again and again like bed time story just to get the stuff into your thick head.

By the way , did i tell you i practise in the mirror too ?? , talked to myself in the mirror. Somehow it works , it's like the other guy is your subconscious ya know? I found out , the more you liked yourself the more confidence you had , i think it's thouse bad boy theory , they are so cocky and full of themself they get woman. By the way did i tell you arrogance can be tuned down to high confidence :)?. So look in the mirror and say , how beautiful you are or handsome. Dont worry about your dog laughing at you or cat or anything that has 4 legs , or wings. Because they cant ;). One day you will believe it, okay so you say , ____you name here____ is not handsome or pretty or w/e.

But lemme tell you something , think 40k years back , where we are living in around 50 ppl tribe, will you still be so self conscious? i dont think so , why? because there's no mirrors , no tv to say that using their cream would magically make you beautifully ugly. At that time you had nothing to do except killing poor tigers and animals. Your a man , so naturally by the law of nature you wanna fuck. Okay this is what i heard , in the past your cerebral cortex isnt smart enough to imagine or something like that , so masterbating is out of the equation. So horny, and ready to caveman any guys to taste the sweet holy grail . You go all out , with hornyness as your weapon.

Now , we masterbate anytime anywhere we want. so our best friend for mating turns from gals to our right hand, man!!. I mean , really no hussle of making gals horny or making friends with them no qualifying and stuff... right? And this is like 24 hours , (like what your hand's gonna say no? and asking you to buy it rings and stuff so it would be pretty for you to do your hand party?)
Anywhere anyplace.So our hornyness drops , and with social programming we aint suppose to show gals our intention or we would be label as pervert , or werid uncle for your case. Hmm so what are we looking here, the more intelligent you are , the more shit u become. I recently finish watching fight club and i dont really like the show , but one thing tyle durden said is kinda true. We all work to buy things we dont need. Ahhh.. So gals get lonely .. (hang on i didnt add the factor of tv and computer gaming yet)

Sadly in the world where cream is the measurement of your self-esteem . Our self worth doesnt come from ourself anymore , it comes from the tv commercial and stuff. Jesus , back in the knight days , have you heard anyone killing themselves because they are too fat?? . Hmm !!

well another thing is , we are dying by the second.. also by Fight Club.. Hmmm, seriously in the morning i woke up feeling unalign with my purpose, felt boredom and feeling empty , after getting a hold on myself i felt great, and i told myself to make the best out of today.

It reminds me of a short story , i think it was from hindu. but i make it short , tabby version

We were once god, then we did something wrong then the big man up there (basically the big big god) banish us to earth, so the big big god let's call him the BG!!! decided to take away our powers. So BG starts to think where do i hide this? if i hide it on top of the mountain , man would climb the highest mountain to obtain it, if i hide it in the deepest of the ocean , one day man would go swim and retrieve it , then he decided to hide it in a place , so obvious to us , but we would never guess it. It is in us. Basically that's the short version of it.

So back to today, =] didnt did much but opened a gal , she was sitting on the other table =]
so she went off , and when she come back . I kinda need the toliet so i said something pretty bold for me (a level increased!!!)

Tabby : hey could you help me to take care of my computer? since i help you to take care of yours?
Girls : okay =] thanks!!

lock myself out again , but anyway was congratulating myself for going up next level.

So went back to my computer , didnt felt the need to do anything =p. Feeling happy and particularly evil and wanna have fun i went around tormenting myfriends on msn besides i need practise :], did great job , made girls laughed , and starting to loosen up . I found out that a big part of playfulness is living the moment not thinking about anything else but the particular moment , concentrating everything you have on the moment creating the flow.

For more info go to wikipedia http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Flow_%28psychology%29

Flow is the best state of mind to meet gals cuz your so engross in the moment your having fun =). So at least now i know which state of mind i wanna be in , i going to experiment on these few days ( i read a few physiologically books so i think i am more than qualified ,anyway physiology is the study of how the mind works, so i think i am up to the standard , who gives a fuck about the paper anyway??)

anyway the result were !! i am going to a new church with a galfriend of mine ^^ , let's treat it as a mini date shall we ;P

here's how i did it
she gotten praise the lord or something on her msn subtitle, i took it as my common grab point , and volia , i told her i wanna conquer her church haha :) put my flag there and yes , church is a great place to train ;) see you tml , she's gonna call me at 12a.m , i aint good terms with her in school , perhaps she notice , i aint a sheep anymore a real pua , that why she didnt resist.

(got a feeling she's lonely and i am just the thing the doctor ordered.)

After all , who can resist , a man who knows what woman want , and is ready to give it to her ;)

post some fr tml... oo have a great night.

One last thing before i retire as a pua (pickup begin when you first awake and stop when you sleep) i thought of a new underground dirty trick , today i found a mp3 pouch , unfortunately nothing inside but it gave me something to open a set about =] which i did , a 4 set but they are studying so let the poor sheeps study how to get slaughtered , but it gave me an idea, a gimmick opener , buy a werid looking pouch or something , tap on the shoulder or w/e of your target
(remember kino as early as possible to break the stranger's barrier and say

Tabby : Is this yours? did you drop this?
Girl : is she say yes.. then i dont think u wanna b wif her , if no proceed to number 3
Girl : no
Tabby : okay i thought it's yours , how about checking your bag or something?
Girl (most likely ) : no
Tabby okay , cuz i found this thing in the library once , not a pounch but a small soft toy... blah blah blah then the girl said no , in the end , she came back for it.. so wanna make sure blah blah.

You know what i gonna call it , dirty tabby tricks for now . Not sure anyone discover this , but too bad i posted it first in my world (your in my world now) so i going to try this some day =) anyone wanna sponsor a pouch?